I'm writing this in work ed. It's a strange class but I don't really notice it. I don't really notice anything anymore. I'm just numb. Hollowed out. It's as though I don't exist, my body's here, and my mind but everything else is just....gone. There's no emotion, no hobbies or eccentrics, just a body and a mind. I'm not a person I'm just a shell that moves. I don't want to be like that. And I've tried to fix it but, I can't. How do I make myself into something again if I honestly don't care about anything anymore.
It's my birthday on Saturday, I guess I'll get presents, but the thing is, I couldn't care less!! What kind of 14/15 year old couldn't care less about presents. What wrong with me?
Am I broken?
