So now I know. Now I know for sure that I'm on my own. That the only person I've got is me. I can't trust anyone else. I can't depend on anyone else. I can't believe anyone else. The people around me don't want me, they don't care about me, they just know me, and can barely see me.
I really am all alone.
I always knew it, but I guess it just never really hit me til now. I never felt it as much as I do now. Or understood exactly what it entailed. But now I do. Now I'm ready, I'm 100% prepared. I know they'll try to stab me in the back, they'll want to betray the trust they think they have; but I won't let them. I won't trust them, I won't give them a knife to stab me with. Because now I know, now I'm ready.
I know that I can't trust anyone except myself, and I know how to be independant.
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