Well I've recovered from my breakdown yesterday. Well mentally and emotionally I have at least. Physically I'm still kinda suffering from my scitz attack. I have no idea what set me off....okay that's a lie. I know what it was. It was my parents trying to rule my life and my personality etc, again. It just made me lose it. I started yelling at nothing and crying. I couldn't stop crying. and the pain, my chest hurt and then I started vomiting blood. I was awful. But in my head, it was suffocating, I don't think I can possibly explain it in a way that would make anyone truly understand. It was absolutely awful. I can't do it anymore. It's time to live my life the way I want to live it. No more mucking around.
I've made my desicion.
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