A song that I wrote.

Burden that is Me

I look up and see,

The stars shining above me.

And I think to myself,

How do I let you know?

How much you’ve hurt me so?

Do I tell you about?

The times I’ve cried myself to sleep?

Do I convey to you,

The pain you’ve, put me through.

Or do I keep with tradition,

And take it all quietly?

Minimal hassle and stress for you,

And for me it’s just, another wound.

To add to the list,

To prove how much I,

Wouldn’t be missed.

Maybe I should just go,

Maybe I should just leave.

You say you’re friends with me,

But I just don’t believe.

So I’ll just be on my way,

I’ll be leaving here today.

And you can carry on your lives,

Without the burden that is me.

If I look to the sky,

The sun shines, in my eyes,

And it kills my sight.

But I can’t look at you,

‘Cause I’m in even more pain if I do.

Is this my punishment?

Is this the life I’m, destined to live?

Always confused,

And never knowing what to do.

Not knowing who to trust,

Or who to fight.

Unable to breathe,

Heart squeezing, way to tight.

So I’ll just add it to the list,

To prove how much I,

Wouldn’t be missed.

Maybe I should just go,

Maybe I should just leave.

You say that your friends with me,

But I just don’t believe.

So I’ll just be on my way,

I’ll be leaving here today.

And you can carry on your lives,

Without the burden that is me.

Why do I get treated like this?

Why do I get, sucked into this abyss?

Why do I, wallow in despair?

Why do I, feel like tearing out my hair?

Will I ever feel better than now?

Will I ever cure my unhappiness somehow?

Will I ever forget the foul looks?

Will I ever get fantasy in anything other than books?

No, no, no, yeah, yeah, yeah!

Somebody tell me cause I really do care!

So I’ll just add it to the list,

To prove how much I,

Wouldn’t be missed,

Maybe I should just go,

Maybe I should just leave.

You say that your friends with me,

But I just don’t believe.

So I’ll just be on my way,

I’ll be leaving here today.

And you can carry on your lives,

Without the burden that is me.

Mmmmhhh,

Without the burden,

Without the burden,

That is me.